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I told myself I wasn't going to cry...
But I did.
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--I am going to start being the complete utter real me again. I need to renew myself, and simply be more me. It's not that I haven't been being myself... I've just... contained it somehow in a way. It's hard to explain, but anyways, just expect 'the real Rachael' to start showing her true colors, whatever they may be.
-- : \ Oddly enough, my dear Jessie is now single too. *big hugs sent to her* I love you dear.
--Latin = should have had good study skills from the start, now it's just too hard. I have to deal though. it's my own fault too.
--I would like to apologize to any/all of my friends if I've... not been a good friend basically. So, yes, I'm sorry. I'll try to make it up to you all.
--I've realized that I don't like people. Which is good, in a neat way. It's good because I've always never really hated/disliked people, and hey I'm human, I don't have to be the 'bigger person' allt he time, so I won't.
I don't expect/am asking for comments by the way. So... yeah, I think you catch my drift?